A Star is Born - I'LL NEVER LOVE AGAIN

SPOILER ALERT : Ini bakal jadi bahasan panjang. Bisa dibilang, saya curcol karena udah lama, saya pengen share ini di blog.

Belum lama ini, saya menonton film ' A Star is Born ". Dibintangi Lady Gaga & Bradley Cooper. Berhubung film ini head to head juga dengan bohemian rhapsody, jadi bener - bener tough ya. Hahahhaa.. tapi asli, film A Star is Born, mengena di hati saya. Bahkan udah sekitar 3 minggu setelah saya menonton film ini di bioskop, saya masih terngiang - ngiang dengan lagu dan suara Lady Gaga. Saya sih bukan mau mereview film. Tapi, saya mau sekedar berbagi sebuah kisah, yang buat saya, pada saat saya menonton film ini, saya gak bisa untuk gak kepikiran tentang secuplik kisah hidup seseorang yang sangat berpengaruh dalam kehidupan saya and this is about my grandparents.
Mungkin para pembaca akan berpikir, penting banget apa untuk dibahas? Oh.. penting..! Karena saya percaya, dari sekian banyak pembaca, pasti pernah punya pengalaman seperti yang saya alami. Dan untuk para pembaca, feel free untuk share kisah - kisah anda di kolom komen. Saya dengan senang hati akan baca dan sharing banyak hal.

Kebetulan pas saya nonton film ini, time line FB saya penuh dengan foto - foto pada saat oma dan opa saya meninggal. Langsung saat itu, saya galau, dan jadi ikutan nangis pada saat lagu I'll Never Love Again ini diputar. Sempat saya lihat via youtube, komen orang - orang yang sudah menonton film ini. Dan saya sampai pada kesimpulan, memang lagu ini fenomenal dan mengena di hati banget. Bukan karena saya ini tipe romantis, tapi coba kita lihat background saat scene lagu itu dibuat. Lady Gaga kehilangan sahabat baiknya saat dia akan mulai syuting scene lagu ini. Lady Gaga hanya telat 15 menit dan 15 menit itu, dia gak sempat mengucapkan goodbye, gak sempat bilang i love you ke sahabatnya. Gimana coba rasanya? jangankan sama sahabat lah ya. Coba bayangkan, kalau itu orang tua anda, di akhir hayatnya, kita sebagai anak gak sempet say goodbye ke mereka, gak sempet mengucapkan atau meng-ekspresikan kata I LOVE YOU kepada mereka. Di film ini pun, kurang lebih sama. Ally harus pulang dan melihat Jackson meninggal. No goodbye. No words at all. Bahkan mungkin pada saat kita putus ma pacar pun, kita bisa jadi sedihnya kayak gni, bahkan mungkin ampe gak pengen pacaran lagi. Hahahaha.. ( I've been there. Trust me, it's the saddest thing that you can't imagine ).

Kenapa saya bilang, tiap mendengar lagu I'll Never Love Again ini, saya teringat kisah opa oma saya?

Kondisi oma saya, bisa dibilang udah agak cukup mengkhawatirkan. Karena sampai harus rawat inap di rumah sakit hampir 1 bulan. Saya bahkan udah nyaris 3x jagain oma di rumah sakit. Tiap hari, opa saya yang di kursi roda, selalu jenguk oma saya, dan tiap kali lihat oma saya, opa saya macam menahan tangis. Ditambah, beliau udah pikun. Dan, datanglah hari dimana oma saya meninggal dunia. Saya masih ingat banget gimana kondisinya. Sejujurnya, saya siap menghadapi kematian oma saya. Tapi tidak dengan sepupu - sepupu saya. Mungkin, dari sekian banyak cucu, 3 orang cucu ( termasuk saya ), yang tidak sempat say goodbye kepada oma. Waktu itu, sepupu perempuan saya dari bandung, langsung rush ke rumah sakit. Begitu lihat oma saya udah meninggal, tahu - tahu nangis sampai meraung dan terduduk di lantai. Trus, begitu sepupu saya yang lelaki pulang kerja, dia buka pintu ruangan, lihat oma udah meninggal, dia nangis. Dramatis. Dan dia bilang, " tadi tuh jam 7 kurang gua udah keluar kantor. Tapi macet, loe tau lah Sudirman dan Gatsu jam segtu. Jadi gue balik kantor lagi, nunggu agak malam baru keluar. Tahu gni, gue mestinya jalan terus walau macet. "

Waktu akhirnya, tubuh oma ditaruh di rumah duka, maka hampir tiap hari, kami keluarga stand by di rumah duka. Pernah sekali waktu, kami bangun pagi, opa saya bilang ke saya dan salah satu sepupu : 

Opa : " Kita mau kemana pagi - pagi? "

saya : " Ke rumah duka. "

Opa : " Siapa yang meninggal? "

saya : ( bingung.. tapi ya gimana.. saya jawab opa saya ) " Oma yang meninggal. "

dan opa saya diam. Again opa saya bahkan gak nangis. Tapi saya cukup yakin dia pasti sedih setengah mati.

Satu bulan setelah oma meninggal, opa saya meninggal, menyusul oma. I should say, what a love..! Saya bahkan gak yakin, kalau saya bakal bisa mencintai pasangan saya sedalam oma opa saya. Hahahaha.. kind of doubting myself. Dan disinilah, semua terkuak. Mama saya sempat tinggal 2 minggu di Sukabumi, menemani opa saya. Menurut mama, opa saya selalu cerita, kalau beliau sedih..beliau bilang, rasanya sakit. Well, i understand that very well. When you broke up. it feels like everything in your body also broken. Dada rasanya sesak, rasa kayak disayat - sayat. Dan mama akhirnya bilang ke opa, kalau memang beliau sedih dan sakit terus, berdoa. Berdoa ke Tuhan, supaya dibawa cepat menyusul oma. In one month, mama saya dan saudara - saudaranya jadi yatim piatu dalam waktu 1 bulan. Belum juga masa berkabung lewat, ini harus berkabung lagi. Baru selesai nangis, ini mesti nangis lagi. Dan setelah 5 tahun kepergian oma opa, saya mendengar lagu ini. Liriknya mengena banget.

"Oh baby, that you're gone
'Cause my world keeps turning, and turning, and turning
And I'm not moving on "

Gimana ya? Perasaan orang yang ditinggal? Yang masih harus berjuang? hahahaha.. Sepupu saya bilang, oma opa sering bilang mereka itu macam Sampek Engtay ( Romeo & Juliet dari China. ) Namanya orang jadul ya, pacarannya so pure and innocent. Saya jujur gak tau banyak kisah mereka. Tapi jujur aja, karena oma opa, saya selalu punya soft spot setiap lihat pasangan oma opa yang masih kelihatan saling mencintai diumur yang udah tua banget. Is it my Couple Goal? Nope.. saya gak punya confidence setinggi itu. Karena hal - hal begini, kadang saya selalu punya soft spot buat sahabat - sahabat saya yang mungkin lagi putus cinta. Saya selalu punya soft spot, buat sahabat dan teman yang mungkin baru kehilangan orang - orang terdekat mereka. Hmmmm.... ( bulir - bulir air mata mulai berjatuhan ). Mungkin ini yang dirasakan opa saya, selama sisa hidupnya tinggal di Sukabumi. Teringat kenangan akan oma saya.

  Don't wanna feel another touch
Don't wanna start another fire
Don't wanna know another kiss
No other name falling off my lips
Don't wanna give my heart away
To another stranger
Or let another day begin
Won't even let the sunlight in
No, I'll never love again

Dan dari lagu dan film ini, saya belajar banyak hal. Salah satunya : Don't wait! Action speak louder. If you love somebody, just say it. If it is your parents, say it to them, how thankful you are. ( untuk yang satu ini, jujur aja, saya bukan orang yang ekspresif. Jadi susah banget untuk say a good things to my parents ). If you already have a partner, tell them, how much you love them. Tell your best friend how happy you are to have them in your life. Dude, you never know what will happen tomorrow. No need to say about tomorrow, you don't know what will happen in another minutes. Kalau mereka yang jomblo, yaa.. kalau anda ingin mengutarakan perasaan kepada lawan jenis, ya at least pastikan bahwa yang bersangkutan juga punya perasaan yang mutual dengan anda. Jangan sampai, malah anda yang nyanyi ini lagu untuk diri anda sendiri sebagai penghiburan untuk diri sendiri. Hahahahaha.

Mungkin, dari blog ini, banyak yang bertanya, si bebekinlove ini udah punya pacar belum? hahahahha. R.A.H.A.S.I.A hahahaha.. Kalau kata sobat receh, " Mending jomblo tapi tahu - tahu kasih undangan, daripada pacaran lama, tapi gak kasih - kasih undangan. "
Tapiii,,, again.. zaman sekarang, kalau jomblo, tahu - tahu kasih undangan, bisa jadi pikiran orang, ini jangan - jangan MBA, Married by Accident. Yaowoh... Noooo.. jangan ampe. Jangan begitu ya sobat jombloku.

Anyway, thru this blog, i would like to say, You never knew, how much i love all of you. 

My parents, who always noisy but i knew for sure, you being noisy is for my own goodness. Honestly, i might not become a daughter like i am now, if it is not because of you.

JFCers, who always go thru thick and thin with me. I love y'all.

SV, who always ready to be an advisor and a place to curcol.

AW, who always made my day, whenever i feel down and stress.

JA, who always cheer me up and give input about life. You are the one who always makes me realize about what i really want.

CM, who always lively and get excited everytime you see me. You are just like a younger sister of mine. 
Emo, who always be a friend to have adventure with. Hopefuly, our adventure doesn't end in Australia only. Let's travel the world..!
Ppiglet, who always be a big sister to me, advise me, slap me if i become a fool.

Yuli, who always ready and always have my back.

Teman alumni SMP, for always be a friend who comfort me and accept me as i am.

Cheesy and cringey, right? but let's not waste a moment.
Akhir kata, saya kutip sebuah lagu :

" When you love someone, you open up your heart
When you love someone, you make room

If you love someone and you're not afraid to lose 'em
You'll probably never love someone like I do "

I LOVE YOU

With love,

Bebekinlove

MARRIAGE is ...

Marriage turns even the clumsiest, pure love into a blessing.
And it is a gift to young people who are going through hardships.
For some people, it is letting go of the hand of that precious someone.
They should be happy ... for the tears they shed.
It gives love without an end.
It gives courage without an end.
Someday, when they get exhausted, they will count on each other.
They will never forget the person who has stayed with them all the time.

~ Infinity Challenge Ep. 482 ~

QUOTES from Kdrama : Descendants Of The Sun ( 3 )

We rely on each other. Of all your current concerns, eliminate me. Can you do that? ~ Captain Yoo Si Jin ~

 

I'm not sure how i'll react when i see that guy. It's too simple to shoot him and too boring to blow him up. ~ Captain Yoo Si Jin ~

I like this guy named Yoo Si Jin the best among all males living on this earth. We totalled 3 cars, we fell in water together, we fought through a disease together, and i got a gunshot wound because of him too. Even so, i like him so much. Because he was never cowardly, he was honourable at all times, and he was handsome at all times too. Do you have any objections? ~ Dr. Kang Mo Yeon ~

Why isn't anyone picking up? i think my phone is drunk ~ Captain Yoo Si Jin ~

For fighters like us, we're only at peace when we're facing the same way like this. ~ Senior Lieutenant Ahn Jung Joon ~ 

A Warrior never betrays his country. ~ Senior Lieutenant Ahn Jung Joon ~

Senior Lieutenant Ahn : Please.. help me escape

Captain Yoo : You'll die if you go back, regardless of who betrayed whom.

Senior Lieutenant Ahn : There is something i must finish. 

Captain Yoo : I said, you'll die.

Senior Lieutenant Ahn : Even if i do, i'd rather die on home soil. Please let me go.

Captain Yoo : I'm also a soldier carrying out a mission for my country. I cannot let you get away. I have already repaid you for the naengmyeon you bought for me at Pyeongyang in that firefight earlier.

Politics need to be built on top of morality. People who do bad things should pay for their actions. Justice will prevail, and the evil will pay ~ unknown ~

In my opinion, they fought and Myeong Ju probably broke up with him for Dae Young's sake. That's why Myeong Ju can't give in. Because Myeong Ju is a good woman. ~ Dr. Song Sang Hyun ~

In my opinion, Dae Young knows where Myeong Ju hid. He wants to go after her, but he can't do that. He wants to keep Myeong Ju's pride because she hid it so well. Because Dae Young is a good man. ~ Nurse Ha Ja Ae ~

I can't remember who fell asleep first. It was a long and a though day. And i was in his arms. I shined brightly through the night in his arms like a woman who was deeply loved. Did that movie we missed have a happy ending or a sad one? ~ Dr.Kang Mo Yeon ~

Did his death help save any lives? Did his death help to preserve peace in a certain area? did he die to serve our country? And yet his country requires me to sign this paper. What is it with you? Why choose a life with an end like this? Why are even your deaths a secret? I hope that what i'm about to do is what you'd want me to do, captain yoo. ~ Dr. Kang Mo Yeon ~

I wanted to come to you. I would have given my everything to come to you. ~ Captain Yoo Si Jin ~

" Life over Profit " ~ Nelson Mandela ~

He teaches us that no profit is greater than a person's life. I became this kind of a doctor. What do you feel when you see me? Are you proud of me? ~ Dr. Kang Mo Yeon ~

i'm sorry. I took so long to reply. We are not separating. I will never separate with you again. ~ Sergeant Major Seo Dae Young ~

No soldier cares about becoming a hero who must die. We just aim to preserve peace where peace is needed. ~ Captain Yoo Si Jin ~

I'm thankful and sorry. I'm sorry that apologising is all i can do. ~ Captain Yoo Si Jin ~

Hippocrates once said this. Well he said a lot of stuff. Some of his words remained in my head, but some of his words went to my heart. Here are a few as an example. "As a licensed practitioner, i will provide treatments according to my conscience and honour. "

" I, as a non-commissioned officer of special forces, pledge to do my best for my country and my people."

" I will disregard any race, religion, nationality, political affiliation, or social status when it comes to fulfilling my duty to my patients. "

" I will remain within boundaries of the law as i carry out my duties as a soldier. "

" I won't use my knowledge against humanity even when i am under threat. "

Even when i am under threat or any emergencies, i won't back up. I will keep the peace of this country even when i am standing at a gunpoint. Today, many future Yoo Si Jins and future Kang Mo Yeons solemnly swore their oath. I thought and i truly hoped that what they swore today will be kept in any land, under every sun on this earth. ~ Dr. Kang Mo Yeon ~

QUOTES from Kdrama : Descendants Of The Sun ( 2 )

I really missed you. No matter what i did, i couldn't stop thinking of you. I tried tiring myself out. I tried very hard to forget. I drank and did everything i could. But i still missed you a lot. Was this something you never thought you'd hear? Then you should think on it. This time i'm serious.  ~ Captain Yoo Si Jin ~

*looking at the sky full of stars *

Wow..! Shame on them. It's like they don't know what happened down here. ~ Dr. Kang Mo Yeon ~

Thank you for coming back to me. Had it not been for you, i might've run away today. ~ Dr. Kang Mo Yeon ~

If you want to run away, make sure to take me with you. It would be much better if we run away together. ~ Captain Yoo Si Jin ~

Anyone missing is still alive. We do not give up on survivors. Let's begin the search. What's impossible, we make possible ~ Sergeant Major Seo Dae Young ~

The first rule is not to create new patients ~ Captain Yoo Si Jin ~

If there's a secondary collapse, it'll be dangerous. But you don't care. ~ Lieutenant Yoon Myeong Ju ~

Captain Yoo : ah,,it really stings..! Are you doing that on purpose? or are you just only good at surgeries? That stings. I came back alive, but you won't even answer me. What a cold woman. 

Dr. Kang : Why are you joking around? You nearly died out there. I was terrified. You could've died. 

Captain Yoo : I went in, because i believed in you. You wouldn't leave me to die.

Dr. Kang : You always risk your life like this, don't you? 

Captain Yoo : I'm a man who is great at his work. It's included in my work that i don't get myself killed.

In an army control area and at a civilian rescue operation site, let's see how the court finds a person that put people in danger. After we're done with both the civil and criminal suit, i'll bring you to military for attempted murder. So make sure to get a few copies of your medical diagnosis. You of all people, living off of tax payers' money, should have known better than to have lost control over a civilian in an operational area. ~ Commander Batalion Park ~

If my condition was all right, he would be finish ~ Sergeant Major Seo Dae Young ~

This is why you shouldn't have hit him half-heartedly. You should've beat him to death. ~ Lieutenant Yoon Myeong Ju ~

You are at the right place. I am good at fixing people and machines. I'm good at fixing stuff. The one thing i can't fix is a woman's mind ~ Dr. Daniel Spencer ~

Dr. Kang : Doesn't it bother you that your boyfriend is a soldier? Aren't you afraid that he'd die or get hurt? As far as i know, Sergeant Major Seo's job is as dangerous as Captain Yoo's. 

Lieutenant Yoon : To be accurate, he penetrates into enemy territory to reconnoiter guerrilla wars, collects information, recues hostages, destroys major facilities and includes the enemy's surrender at the risk of his life. But i'm not worried about his job. I'm just afraid to be away from him. So there's nothing to worry about for me since we are together now. Simply put, i have nothing to fear. That's how i feel. 

Let him live. You do your job as a doctor. If we have to kill someone, i will do my job. ~ Captain Yoo Si Jin ~

You know you are with a dangerous man? There's more chance of getting hurt, being around a guy with a gun. ~ Argus ~

Lending a hand to another means that you have more responsibility to take. You can't take responsibility for everyone you meet here. It Doesn't change the world. ~ Captain Yoo Si Jin ~

I'm just doing what i can when i can do it. Even if it  messes up. Do you remember who said this? I don't read much ~ Dr. Kang Mo Yeon ~

I won't be able to change the world. But fatima's life will change. And that would mean the world to Fatima. Then that's enough. ~ Dr. Kang Mo Yeon ~

I'm a woman with a lot of debt. With such debt, it's easy to get dumped ~ Dr. Kang Mo Yeon ~

I'll try everything possible to help fight it. I'll try my best not to lose against it. Fighting against virus is a doctor's battle. ~ Dr. Kang Mo Yeon ~

You are an angel. From the moment i met you, you've been an angel to me this whole time. I want you to know that. ~ Sergeant Major Seo Dae Young ~

If the nation is indifferent to a single person's death, that seems more problematic. I'm not sure which nation you serve, but i will serve my nation. ~ Captain Yoo Si Jin ~

Hey, you, politician. Listen carefully if you didn't hear me correctly. I don't care if national security means secret room politics and camera diplomacy to you. But for my subordinates, it means sacrificing their youth to protect our homeland, and they devote their lives to perform their duties. The reason they answer the call of duty for a country who doesn't appreciate their sacrifice whether they're killed or captured, is because they believe that the live of citizens is national security itself. I will bear all responsibility for everything. You can just choose your tie and be a politician for the journalists  ~ National Commander of Special forces,Yoon Gil Joon ~

I disagree. Why should you be punished for a succesful rescue operation? The hostage is safe. Now it's a political and diplomatic issue. That means it is now in my hands. I shall take care of it now. Thank you for rescuing one of ours. ~ Mr. President ~

QUOTES from Kdrama : Descendants Of The Sun

He might get killed or kill. When the special forces meet for the first time at a joint operation, they get into their own battle to test each other to find out if the other is skilled enough to be trusted. This isn't a sparring but an actual battle. You have no say in this ~ Sergeant Major Seo Dae Young ~

I spend 12 hours a day in surgery, fighting to keep people alive. That's what i do. I fight for life. But your fight is to protect others through death. ~ Dr.Kang Mo Yeon ~

I am a soldier. Soldiers follow orders. Sometimes what i believe is good and right means something else to another. Even then, I follow orders to complete my mission. So far, i lost three comrades during such missions. The reason we do what we do, is because it must be done. My family and i, your family and you, and everyone we hold dear. I believe that i fight for the peace and freedom of the land we live on. ~ Captain Yoo Si Jin ~

I'm a doctor. I believe life is sanctified and that no value or ideology is above it ~Dr.Kang Mo Yeon~

Guns are not like dogs. They don't recognise their owners ~ Captain Yoo Si Jin ~

Life is full of surprise ~ Dr. Song Sang Hyun ~

I think we're bumping into each other while we pass by ~ Captain Yoo Si Jin ~

Dr. Song : What is this? What do they expect us to see? 

Dr. Kang : There are more lies than truth on VIP's charts.

Dr. Song : How can you write down lies on a patient's medical record? What kind of an insane doctor does that?

Dr. Kang : People like me. The poor needs doctors like Albert Schweitzer, and these VIPs need a special doctor of their own. Medical history equal weakness to them. That's why President's medical conditons are confidential. 

You do your job. The doctor will save her patient. And i will protect what i have to. ~ Captain Yoo Si Jin ~

Dr. Song : Once you start, there is no turning back. 

Dr. Kang : There is no operation record on his chart. You can't believe anything without checking it with your eyes. 

Dr. Song : I know. That's why this operation is dangerous. It is dangerous to us, to the patient and even to the soldiers. 

Dr. Kang : This patient will die if i take my hands off because it is dangerous. We have no choice as a doctor. 

The doctor is just operating on a patient who needs a surgery. ~ Captain Yoo Si Jin ~

You can't be happy if you have regret. ~ Sergeant Major Seo Dae Young ~

War is easy and peace is always an issue. Perhaps that's why dictators always live long ~ Captain Yoo Si Jin ~

Dr. Kang : Again? you need to take off now? where are you going? Is it confidential again? is that a place where i'm not allowed?

Captain Yoo : you aren't prohibited from going there. But i don't think taking you will play to my advantage. 

Dr. Kang : Why do you always want the upper hand?

Captaion Yoo : because my work itself, gives me the lower hand in this relationship.

Dr. Kang : What if i still want to go with you?

Do you remember  my gunshot wound on the day we first met? One of my superiors told me this on my first day as a captain of the special forces. " Soldiers always live with a shroud on. When you die in a nameless land for the sake of your country, the place of your death becomes your grave and your uniform becomes your shroud. This should be your mind-set whenever you put on your uniform.If you have put it on with such mind-set, be honourable at every moment. There is no reason to fall short." And i gave my life to him. That gunshot wound is from that battle. No matter how big or small, all my decisions include my comrades honour, glory and their call to duty. That particular situation was the same for me. I have made my decision based on all those things and i do not regret my decision. However that can not cover up the fact that i violated the military law. Things of the military will be taken care of within ourselves. And that means you will let it be. ~ Captain Yoo Si Jin ~

Captain Yoo : Did you watch that movie?

Dr. Kang : No.

Captain Yoo : Why?

Dr. Kang : Because it was a movie i was going to watch with someone. I came to this conclusion. I should avoid planning on watching a good movie when i am on a date with a guy. I kept on seeing many articles about that movie...and those articles remind me of you because that movie equals Yoo Si Jin to me.

Dr.Kang : Why did you become a soldier?
Captain Yoo : Someone has to be a soldier. You don't seem to like my job. That's why you are confused now.
Dr. Kang : I think you are so patriotic that you risk your life for the country.
Captain Yoo : What is patriotism?
Dr. Kang : You love the country and are loyal to the country and the people.
Captain Yoo : Why would you have to be a soldier to do so? I'm not sure what you think patriotism is. But the faith that i have to protect children, beauties and the elderly, and the courage to meddle in when you see high schoolers smoking cigarettes. The belief that you wouldn't change even in front of a gun. The honour of a soldier you save that way. It is the patriotism in my mind.

I have lost this fight. You have a weapon in your hand which i can not go against. That is, your sincere heart. You are sincerely concerned about Lieutenant Yoon's future and you sincerely do not approve of me. That's why i share the same thoughts with you, sir. That is why i have lost this fight. I will lose this fight for Lieutenant Yoon's sake. ~ Sergeant Major Seo Dae Young ~  

Sergeant Major Seo : Little stroke fell great oaks
Captain Yoon : You can't say that. You don't even make one little stroke.
Sergeant Major Seo : It's not that i didn't make a stroke. The problem is i made a stroke on myself.

I don't care about my pride. I know how much Seo Dae Young loves me. ~ Lieutenant Yoon Myeong Ju ~

That's not it. He was the best. I shouldn't have received an apology. I should have held him. And i should have confessed my love. I'm the one who missed all the opportunities. How could he have liked me? ~ Dr. Kang Mo Yeon ~

Snap out of it, would you? Not now. Stop acting like a child. If you are a doctor, act like one. You are a doctor. A person that is needed on this site. You are that doctor. So announce your patient's time of death and go to where you are needed. Go to the patients that you can save. Can't you hear them crying for help? ~ Dr. Song Sang Hyun ~
       

I've been granted a permission to become a doctor. I faithfully bow to give my life to serve humanity. The health and life of my patient will be my priority. I will faithfully carry out my duties toward my patients regardless of their race, religion or nationality. I will not use my knowledge inhumanely even when i am under threat. I hereby take this oath on my account and on behalf of my honour. ~ Dr. Kang Mo Yeon ~

There is only one thing you should look out for. Do not get hurt. If we get hurt, we can not save the people who need to be recued. ~ Captain Yoo Si Jin ~

Sergeant Major Seo Dae Young, Do not get hurt. This is an order. Keep that order with your life. Do you get it? ~ Lieutenant Yoon Myeong Ju ~

There is no best decision at rescue fields. We just solve problems that are in front of us. You are doing fine. Despite the poor conditions, you either do your best or do nothing and let them die. There is no time to whine. We don't expect you to create a perfect miracle. You're one of many doctors who can't find a cure to a common cold. All i expect from you is that level of a diagnosis. So tell me your decision as a doctor. ~ Captain Yoo Si Jin ~

QUOTES from Kdrama ASSEMBLY

"A mere two persons?! I'm dissapointed, Aide Choi. These mere two persons, are not our people? That senior went to the war with a gun before his mustache was growing. He risked his life to protect our country. If such a man can not go to the senior center freely, What kind of country does he life in? And how about me, who can't make it happen? Am i an assemblyman? For me, the reality that you said, i will not acknowledge it! " ~ Assemblyman, Jin Sang Pil ~

" I will give you some advise. I was in nine elections and lost four times. Do you know why i was able to last long title as a politicans? It's because i'm not afraid of losing. But it seems like you really dislike losing " ~ Assemblyman, Park Cheon Seob ~

" As for me, i have never lost in my life. " ~ secretary general, Baek Do Hyun ~

" Then, you can't last a politician. The real winner is made by the defeats " ~ Assemblyman, Park Cheon Seob ~

" Human beings can briefly hesitate. But i trust assemblyman. Even if i fail at it, i won't get hurt. " ~ Aide Choi ( Choi In Kyung ) ~

" She is pitiful. If you know. If i were not there, if it were not for me, Aide Choi... She should have worn the assembly badge for Gyeongjae City. The nomination that was supposed to go to Aide Choi, it came to me with a detour! How can i make her my Aide? How ?! Can i make her an assemblywoman? " ~ Assemblyman, Jin Sang Pil ~

" Even if you lose 99 times, the one last victory will decide everything. Even if you have lost many times thus far, don't you think you should win next time? " ~ Aide Choi ( Choi In Kyung ) ~

" You know, the political field entails endless emergency situations, much like a war without a gun. " ~ Aide Choi ( Choi In Kyung ) ~

" Politics, it's one of very few jobs that can change the world, whether in a big or small way. " ~ Aide Choi ( Choi In Kyung ) ~

" In this unfair world, the vote is one thing that you and a conglomerate son have in common. You threw that away? " ~ Aide Choi ( Choi In Kyung ) ~

" If there's no one good, then choose the lesser evil. That way the most evil won't win " ~ Aide Choi ( Choi In Kyung ) ~

" Remember and engrave this Plato saying in your heart. ' The Price good men pay for indifference to public affairs is to be ruled by evil men'. " ~ Aide Choi ( Choi In Kyung ) ~

" I'm not a ward councilman. I am a national assemblyman, who must think of the whole of Korean People. My Aide, Choi In Kyung, said this : When you become an assemblyman, there is a oath you take. At that time, i can not read the chinese character, but there are few that i remembered well. What written there is.. People's liberty, promoting welfare, putting the national interest first and conscience. These three things are the gist. " ~ Assemblyman, Jin Sang Pil ~

" Sang Pil, It's me, Dal Soo. My original wish was just to get back to work. But now i have one more, that is for you to do well, that you become an assemblyman who gives hope to people like us. When you become an assemblyman, who is applauded by the people, i will come down " ~ Bae Dal Soo ~

" A bill just needs 10 to support it, why must all 151 people support it? are you showing off the number to the opposition parties now? I understand that you are scared of falling out of favor of the party higher ups and not getting nominations. But still we so called assembly men, National Assembly men." ~ Assemblyman, Jin Sang Pil ~

" Fight with what you have heard, seen and felt so far. Climb into the four sided ring now. You can never beat the opponent relying on something else. You can only count on yourself." ~ Aide Choi ( Choi In Kyung )~

" These are civil complaints that my daughter's friends sent me. Here, they talk behind their teachers, complaint about their school lunches and all that stuffs. Not long ago, i ran into someone, and he said this to me : " The things that are illegal now, all used to be customary in the old days. It just so happened as he was trying to live life diligently. "

But if you look here : 

* Dear Assemblyman, my dad has a bad liver. Please make a law so that he won't have to work overtime every night.

* My mom, to afford the tutor fee, started working at a grocery store and ever since then, she gets annoyed easily. I wish the customers at the grocery store were a little nicer.

* My parents never pass the interviews and can't get a job

What these people, do these people live like this because they didn't live diligently?! What's living diligently? These people are the ones that are living diligently. These people who struggle to get by each day not breaking the law! Don't you think so? " ~ Assemblyman, Jin Sang Pil~

" yes, to be honest, i'm not sure if this is for the people. But i believe that this is what the people want " ~ Assemblyman, Jin Sang Pil ~

Inspiring story.. A Beautiful Message

Arthur Ashe, The Legendary Wimbledon Player was dying of AIDS, which he got due to Infected Blood he received during a Heart Surgery in 1983!

He received letters from his fans, one of which conveyed:

"Why did God have to select you for such a bad disease??"

To this Arthur Ashe replied:

50 Million children started playing Tennis, 
5 Million learnt to play Tennis,
500 000 learnt Professional Tennis, 
50 Thousand came to Circuit, 
5 Thousand reached Grandslam, 
50 reached Wimbledon, 
4 reached the Semifinals,
2 reached the Finals and 
when I was holding the cup in my hand, 
I never asked God 
"Why Me?"

So now that I'm in pain how can I ask God "Why Me?"

Happiness keeps you Sweet!! 
Trials keeps you Strong!!
Sorrows keeps you Human!!
Failure keeps you Humble!! 
Success keeps you Glowing!!
But only, 
Faith keeps you Going.

Sometimes you are
unsatisfied with your life,
while many people in 
this world are dreaming 
of living your life.

A child on a farm sees 
a plane fly overhead &
dreams of flying.

But,
A pilot on the plane sees 
the farmhouse & dreams 
of returning home.

That's life!! 
Enjoy yours...

If wealth is the secret to
happiness, 
then the rich should be dancing on the streets. 
But only poor kids
do that.👍

If power ensures security,
then VIPs should walk
unguarded. 
But those who live simply, sleep soundly.

If beauty and fame bring
ideal relationships, 
then celebrities should have the best marriages.

Live simply. 
Walk humbly.
and love genuinely..!